Almost
Last night at the hotel bar and restaraunt, I met few highly decorated fringe artists just finishing up a tattoo convention in San Francisco. During the evening, I had decided to have an image of a hummingbird forever engraved on my lower back. As they were setting up the colors and equipment in the room, I started having second thoughts on what I was about to do and the effect it may have on the rest of my life. I realized that I was acting compulsively, and that more thought should be put into this sort of thing, so I politely told him I changed my mind, gave him half of the fee he was asking for the tattoo and left the room. I came very close to getting a real tattoo, but am happy with almost getting one.
This evening, I sat on my porch and observed the hummingbirds circling around the little glass feeder I had just hung up. It was like watching a Star Wars movie. They buzzed, chirped and darted about claiming their stake on the new found source of nourishment. I am amazed at how quickly they found the sweet red syrupy liquid. These past few days, my home has been the place for people to seek shelter and nourishment and I am learning a valuable lesson by observing their lives. Even though it is important to take care of others, I must remember to take care of myself. 
Experiences in the last few weeks have made me painfully aware of things I have kept hidden deep down in my soul. Bringing these little demons to the surface is the first step in letting go and making changes essential to a balanced and blissful life. I have been told that Arizona, especially the areas around the Sedona Red Rocks precipitate healing and personal enlightenment and I believe that is true because I see my inner world changing before my eyes.
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